i emmeline

am tired of advocates
and of you . actually
i don’t hate you . no
quite the opposite
it’s quite beyond you
to a sphere . a suffix
of praxis . of schism
to explain the absence
of soldiers . law courts
waged by women . i
a judge of life . is all
under a brief sentence
urging you . as a man
to be difficult / complex
a grievence propellor
to colour me by numbers
make me glitter them
deaf . deaf . deaf . de
a choice of each evil
living breathing breasts
a brutal question mark
with a baby that cries
an end . endless politics
papers soaked in snow
is from the beginning
as she smiles to us both
of a cat and a mouse
for the future . is going
to help wither this fight